tears .

its like everything i do , i do it wrong . i cnt make annybody happy . i miss my mom so freakin much ... & chavs . i cnt even think about them without crying . a picture a tex a shirt a color anything & everything reminds me of them . i talk about them like theyr dead , basically ill never get to see them again . my mind begins to wander & thats all i can think about . right now im trying to eat some pops [theyre my moms favorite , not because i miss her) because my stomach cnt take the pain & its never ending . i feel guilty for staying , why dnt they feel guilty for leaving ? =/